i don't always

realize when this happens.....

recognize when I am about to falter on something I set out to do....

we're only 3 days into the new year....
and life's wonderful little deterrents almost seemed enough to just give in....

it is amazing how much is determined by discipline....

i'm not sure that me continuing what I'm doing is that....(more like me barely putting pieces together)

but it changes whether i am a quitter or not

it changes what gets done and what is pushed off

it changes from me being like most of the other times who i am
or becoming someone new.



when Your heart is broken....
keep on

when Your soul feels empty....
keep on

when Your feet are weary.....
keep on

when Your brain consumes every thought rather than process it....
keep on



this is nothing close to being even something difficult....
but it most definitely weighed me down
it made me hold on when I haven't had to in quite some time.....

and I think it is teaching me another facet of Love once again......