ending work
coming home
and creating some space
and everything and You in between.....
this has truly been a most beautiful day......and its been a long time.....a loooooonnng time....since one like this.......i guess i should of expected it....
for peace to return......
and to find it by leaving worry....
Romans 8 has been on the brain and will be my focus for the month....v.31 down....my friend Adrianna mentioned it....and it sounded good....but for some reason its really hitting me know when I ended up on it a few days later.....
my other friend Kristin wrote this, and it moved me at the end with Matt. 6
its crazy, two amazing ladies who are making a difference in my life that I barely talk to
Ladies are important to have in Your lives as friends....the ones that I have are monumental to creating the person I am today....And I'm thankful for the ones I don't get to talk that inspire me just be being themselves.......
Gents: grow up, or be like kids......actually be like kids, cause while girls kinda have cooties(coodees? coo D's?) as kids.....they were allowed to be our best friends without ever treating them wrong.....or worrying about who liked who.....You get to be deep friends....valuing each other for any and no reason at all.....boy, girl, fat, skinny, ugly, pretty......friends........
and Ladies: after You know that You won't have to beat the guy over with a wrench to leave You alone(cause there have just been too many guys taking mental and physical advantage of women), trust the guy, or guys.....be friends....stick him in the friend ZONE! but he needs You just as much, if not more, as You need a guy You can trust and talk to...and one that is not a family member.
I will say briefly....i have had a strong hate in my heart...i know hate...way too emotional sometimes, for women that just would not talk. or thought all I was doing was trying to date them, was crushing on them, or had these legalistic views of male and female relationships.....
but we created that as men.....we helped them create those views with our ignorance.....and I'm not saying women are incapable for thinking and making their own ideas, i don't think that could be farther from what i think......
i just want to say sorry for my ignorance....
sorry for my hatred that You never, no one ever, deserves.........
Today
totally
beautiful:
Except for Brazil.....dang...my heart still hurts for Brazilia......UGGHHHH
but beautiful none the less....
anyways.....
Love has found a way and it is quite lovely to see.....
here's another try, we fail,
I fail, but I have to try writing again.....
Post: and feel free to comment on anything You like here: express related or unrelated thoughts: i like talking: or even just listening: use Your real name: make up a name: i don't care if i never get to know that You are one of my closest(or farthest) friends that i know in real life and i never realize it cause You make up a fake name...... im sure that our conversation may be more honest than it is now though....and maybe we will work on it becoming honest if You would like later: but i won't ever try to find out Your secret identity!
So write: comment: claim and point idiot if You want. but don't feel afraid to express Yourself, because what ever You think, i know i will grow from Your comments, questions, thoughts, and ramblings... and hopefully
truth.
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