It's amazing how much our lives say about us without asking our permission...... or allowing us to truly cover it up......what is happening on the inside is seeping out and about our every movement.....so maybe it's good to just ask for help: to listen to someone who will simply tell You the truth of what they see in Your life....to let them speak unfiltered and to tell You what are the thoughts that they have of You:
do i appear timid?
do i seem swayed by the next ocean of ideas that come my way?
what does my life tell You is the most important thing to You?
what do You see me spend the most energy/time/effort talking/thinking/caring about???
how would You define me to someone You would want me to date?
what do You see as my weaknesses?
I always thought it so telling of a movie or show when the main character receives advice for their lives, that they didn't ask for or was seeking, but it applies to their life....in the most important things, that no one else really knows about.....but their advice still remains true......
it just seemed to me....that the problems that we have....are deeper than just sectioned off pieces of our lives....our home problems run into our friend problems that run into our finance problems that run into our work problems that hinders our relationship problems.....because we are too whole to separate ourselves......
we can't just live one way here and another there.....
and while we may set up the wall for a while.....time always lowers it just a little to show who You are.....
sometimes i think You should just take down the wall altogether...and let someone Love(not romantically, but maybe You need romance) You...
its so hard to do that huh......but its not gonna stop me from trying.....to learn to be more vulnerable....to pull down my walls....and receive Love.....
which would also be the only time i would be able to give real Love......
In a completely other thought not at all related....a thought that caught me driving today....
can i tell You You're as gorgeous as the moon.........
on a wonderfully clear night....
or maybe as the night sky......
without the moon.....
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with small channels of light.......
glowing EVvvver so lovely through.....
Love You Dear Lady
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