Sunday, December 30, 2012

oh little

with hearts of thought
i wonder a lot
where to i have yet not
discovered the goal i dream, or sought

in correction i lost
what had hardened from frost
my brain still works
but it seems i've settled it untaught
the grinch which i fought
became the man i escaped without

success

success was created in the ill-est of ideas
do the things required and surely I'll never "see us"
do only what i need, any worry about nothing else
i find living without the world is void of life though You may have Yourself

but even that seemed absent.

i now a barrage of speech
why learn someones language if that is not what You will choose to speak??
why dissect the tapestry to speak as if the riddle is unknown

Martin really opened my eyes today to how dumb it is that I have been acting. And i seems like everyone is shedding light on what should have been plain for me to see

plain for me to….do

i just feel ignorant knowing what I know and demanding something
chasing something so opposite to what I believe
what i value
to how i show this heart

As water reflects the face,
so one's life reflects the heart…..

if i know what is in my heart its time to show it with this life…..
for how simple it is to live with life happening to me…..
and simple is far from where I may belong, not in all things at all, 
but assuredly….
here…..
simple is not to be