of You....
Or I think it was You.....
Inspired again......
Filled in Your Love.....
If it wasn't You I deffinitely told myself it was You.....
And I cannot explain the feeling I had waking to the thought of You....
I hope Your well
That
Your day finds You whole
That Your heart finds its glow
That my heart finds You soon....
I've let time run over me and have done an irresponsible job here....I'm sorry....
I'm glad that I've been able to drink deep again....
That my fervor may not dwindle so easily from the race
That I may not stumble with mere men....
And run swiftly with the horses...
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Saturday, January 10, 2015
full day
and a long one.....
it is time to rest....
I really did have quite the amazing time last night with a friend visiting and hanging out till the late night hours....
he is so encouraging and enriching to have around....
and reminds me of some of the things i believe in God that are sometimes hard to remember....
yet easy to be brought back to....
It was a great day all together and i really feel amazingly blessed. I do hope that my heart can remain open to all of the love that has been going around.....
and my my heart by open....
to give all the love i have received.....
as freely as it was given to me.....
it is time to rest....
I really did have quite the amazing time last night with a friend visiting and hanging out till the late night hours....
he is so encouraging and enriching to have around....
and reminds me of some of the things i believe in God that are sometimes hard to remember....
yet easy to be brought back to....
It was a great day all together and i really feel amazingly blessed. I do hope that my heart can remain open to all of the love that has been going around.....
and my my heart by open....
to give all the love i have received.....
as freely as it was given to me.....
Friday, January 9, 2015
at the fingertips
there seems to be a world of possibilities currently....
in reality....they have been at the fingertips of my father....
of his father......
Of a new friend I made....
of one of my closest friends.....
of some of my family members.....
of a recent friend to come into town.....
so much ability and possibility....
literally, there is an abundant of resources and possessions that could make such a difference in their lives.....as well as my life, even if it just was what I have.....
do You know the amazing things they have done with all these things......
of course not....cause it hasn't happened....
it all sits there
it doesn't get used
it drys to rust
decaying wood
collecting dust as though it was valuable....
It is a great evil to be so well equipped and yet doing so very little with what I have been given....maybe more just what I acquired....and then continue to acquire....as though by simply owning what I wanted was suppose to create some type of new ability for me.....
to whom much is given, much is required.....
and i need to start doing what i have been lacking on.....
i hope we all can start doing with what we have....
that nothing remains idle
that we are diligent with our hands
feet
back
brains
core
spirit
heart
soul.....
small steps written out with what is manageable, and after that becomes easy enough....we can start another few steps.....we can so do this....and I'm going to try to make it possible for as many as possible....
at our fingertips we hold the world.....
lets make sure it looks the way we always dreamed of it then...and not just what we hope for without pursuit of actually doing something....
that we all may be whole
that we may all hurt together
and that we may live...
in reality....they have been at the fingertips of my father....
of his father......
Of a new friend I made....
of one of my closest friends.....
of some of my family members.....
of a recent friend to come into town.....
so much ability and possibility....
literally, there is an abundant of resources and possessions that could make such a difference in their lives.....as well as my life, even if it just was what I have.....
do You know the amazing things they have done with all these things......
of course not....cause it hasn't happened....
it all sits there
it doesn't get used
it drys to rust
decaying wood
collecting dust as though it was valuable....
It is a great evil to be so well equipped and yet doing so very little with what I have been given....maybe more just what I acquired....and then continue to acquire....as though by simply owning what I wanted was suppose to create some type of new ability for me.....
to whom much is given, much is required.....
and i need to start doing what i have been lacking on.....
i hope we all can start doing with what we have....
that nothing remains idle
that we are diligent with our hands
feet
back
brains
core
spirit
heart
soul.....
small steps written out with what is manageable, and after that becomes easy enough....we can start another few steps.....we can so do this....and I'm going to try to make it possible for as many as possible....
at our fingertips we hold the world.....
lets make sure it looks the way we always dreamed of it then...and not just what we hope for without pursuit of actually doing something....
that we all may be whole
that we may all hurt together
and that we may live...
Thursday, January 8, 2015
captivated
and lost for words..... it was a little difficult to talk or say anything last night when writing....
not in a bad way... but i couldn't find out why I was so lost for words....
why my heart was stirred in such a way
why I was speechless....
moved in Love I was....
and drowning in embrace.....
I fell deep in....
and was swayed by the motion of Your waves......
somewhere in speaking I believe God captivated and moved in my soul in a way that has not happened in a while.....in doing what I was suppose to be doing I was drawn closer to God....Not earning his Love....but feeling him so strongly in that time......strengthened simply by moving with me....
and he was there all the time....
the beauty of his presence
the sweetness of his touch....
not in a bad way... but i couldn't find out why I was so lost for words....
why my heart was stirred in such a way
why I was speechless....
moved in Love I was....
and drowning in embrace.....
I fell deep in....
and was swayed by the motion of Your waves......
somewhere in speaking I believe God captivated and moved in my soul in a way that has not happened in a while.....in doing what I was suppose to be doing I was drawn closer to God....Not earning his Love....but feeling him so strongly in that time......strengthened simply by moving with me....
and he was there all the time....
the beauty of his presence
the sweetness of his touch....
Wednesday, January 7, 2015
we can make it magic
all of us together seem to be capable of doing such an amazing thing....
we don't stop
we conquer every obstacle
we make life move when death seems to steal even the smallest murmur.....
we have such a different ability, that I think, makes us limitless.....
just remember there is only one way to do it......
and it is together......
it is with us being whole
no one is worthless
everyone matters....
every
o
n
e....
we don't stop
we conquer every obstacle
we make life move when death seems to steal even the smallest murmur.....
we have such a different ability, that I think, makes us limitless.....
just remember there is only one way to do it......
and it is together......
it is with us being whole
no one is worthless
everyone matters....
every
o
n
e....
Tuesday, January 6, 2015
King's Day
and today my parents made me feel like a king....
i am pretty sure that it is not suppose to be that way
or that that is not the idea behind the celebration.....
but......
a king
a freakin king......
i am extremely thankful.....
honored......
and without words
in joy
May You Queen's and king's be so true to Your design.....
but may You never settle to being just a Queen or a king,
throwing off the splendor of what You were meant to be....
a teacher
janitor
customer associate
physician
server
mother
i am pretty sure that it is not suppose to be that way
or that that is not the idea behind the celebration.....
but......
a king
a freakin king......
i am extremely thankful.....
honored......
and without words
in joy
May You Queen's and king's be so true to Your design.....
but may You never settle to being just a Queen or a king,
throwing off the splendor of what You were meant to be....
a teacher
janitor
customer associate
physician
server
mother
Monday, January 5, 2015
in.......out.......
on the quickstep
can't falter now
don't let up
rest is only a temporary state, not a longing conclusion
get up with the new day
follow the sun, do as it do, say:
rise, to the corpse when the light breaks the dawn
hold, as the noon gives You all its force
press, when the night encroaches Your glow
ignite, through the darkness as it ravages all
that the light may guide even one home......
Continue to let go
start again
and love ever so deeply
can't falter now
don't let up
rest is only a temporary state, not a longing conclusion
get up with the new day
follow the sun, do as it do, say:
rise, to the corpse when the light breaks the dawn
hold, as the noon gives You all its force
press, when the night encroaches Your glow
ignite, through the darkness as it ravages all
that the light may guide even one home......
Continue to let go
start again
and love ever so deeply
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